But how to define love of family? Should it be more reliable?
Last week I brought my grandma to
actually I should stay back in school until late evening so that I can study more as after I reach home I'll have no mood to study. However, I went for lunch with her on last Saturday. Then go home, because I really should go home otherwise uncle would come 3 times (fetch me here in the morning, fetch ah mah here, fetch me home). It's too costly because there are 2 toh from my hse to Subang so I ciau in the afternoon.
Just study a bit on Saturday. My parents syok sendiri therefore throw a party at night. It's so noisy and I can't really focus. *slacked over the night. Papa roared at me the second day. He said I shouldn't humour her, because I have exams!
Papa, u know she seldom come to our hse. I discovered that she always lock herself watching TV in her room. She seems to be so anti-social to us. That's why once I'm free, I'll go disturb her, chat with her, accompany her. I had also discovered that she always have a reason to leave my hse.
1.) 2 days before my cousin's birthday party, she left for the preparation
2.) Visit doctor
3.) going to Melacca
Ya, right! These actually show that she plan to stay in my hse only within 1 week. I've shifted my hse for 5 months. She came less than 6 times. 1 month once. Eventually she came last week. I was so happy that she came. I do like + love her as my grandma. Actually I know, nowadays she and I not that close. So what?!!! It's not a logic reason to stop me to love her right?
We're related with same surname, some same characteristic, similar personality or even blood group. Why can't just show our true feelings and care to each other?
I also can't accept that there are so a lot of siblings can be that cruel to each other. Main reason is likely money, of course. Perhaps there will not be similar things happen to three of us yet we are acting like dogs and cats, always involved in world war.. I mean house war. *sigh
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