pls dont tell out tell u.. someone who cares me really "sayang" me today she bought a handphone for me actually i m happy i wanna go play badminton today although i m only a backup but y cant i go i m not so "geng" y cant i take part in the competition?? i dont wanna waste my qing chun cannot merr?? u know? she said i oso not that "geng" the class can no need me do u know that this really hurts my fellings?! i oso dono larr... i find the lace for the gift she say y need u? others cant do it izit? y cant i help others i wanna do sth for others i wish i m useful me... always need others help i really wish that i can independent but y?? my family will say me this say me that haihzzz.... i oso dono larr... i wanna be active not pasive i realise i waste too much time in junior i juz dont wanna participate in every things now i try to do a lot i dont wanna b regret y dont juz let me be active? i start to love dance my society but ..... u all think that that is not important only results iare important i need to work hard my dear i really wanna be active not pasive 1 i wanna to help others menyumbang kpd class SR1A dance club cannot merr???? i m really unhappy today